Oh I live for little moments like that...

So I woke up this morning to come to the HUB at 9:30 for the rest of the day...it's a pretty nice day outside. I was in a good mood waking up, talked to whit for a while as I was getting ready for work, and then drove down to dunkin donuts to get an iced coffee before work. As I was driving down, "Love Song" came on the radio, so I rocked out to that, and then I went and ordered my breakfast sandwhich and coffee (which used up my gift card that my loves got me for my birthday..sad haha) and for some reason just felt really happy. Usually when I drive I get all irritated with people becuase well....generally people are stupid, and bad drivers. Today I didn't care though, and the people were nice, and friendly, and the guy made really good coffee, the kind where the sugar isnt even stuck in the bottom or anything. For just a few moments...I just felt really good. I hate to be all cheesy and sound like a beatles song or anything (though i love the beatles) but I think moments like that are all we really need in this world. If everyone was just a little bit more patient, a little bit more considerate, and a little bit more kind to everyone else...this world would be a better place.

So yeah, today is going well. I am really over this whole "being sad" thing. It's so easy to just feel sorry for myself and bitch about everything, when deep down I know, it's not really that bad. It is hard right now becuase I don't really feel content with stuff, and my life is really boring, and it's kinda hard to change that since I don't know what is making me feel discontent. I mean, I could get another job, find a hobby, do something else (though I've tried to think of things, and I really can't) to fill my time..but I just dont know what to do. I mean I know that I've been really lonely lately, but I can't just go out and find a boyfriend...it doesn't work that way, so I just need to get over myself and stop feeling bad about it. That just isn't in my control right now, so why the hell would I waste my time worrying about it? that isn't me. I haven't been me lately, and that needs to change...so, I'll do what I can.


On a different note, last night dan, tim and I wen't downtown and met up with Birms! I hadn't seen him since his departure from Champlain, it's been...woah almost a month, wierd. But it was really good to see him, and we had a good time. I think we're gonna get together sometime later on in the summer too, which will be good. I hope whoever takes his spot is cool, I really love my job here, but alot of the reason I loved it was because of him. So, hopefully whoever comes in his spot will a) be chill, b) get alone with me therefore letting me keep my job and c) not be a type a stick up the ass douche canoe...haha classy description, i know.

Alright, I have nothing else to say at the moment. I shall now go find things to entertain me here at the lovely HUB for the remainder of the day.

There's nothing you can do, but learn how to be in time. It's easy, all you need is love.